I just hope so

Yesterday I finally saw "Marley and Me" with Juri and Take. I cried too much, my eyes got swollen, I almost got hyperpnea, but I was able to see the whole film :)

Then I met Take's parents later in the afternoon to have dinner with them, but Take had to go his teacher's gallery (who he taught him when Take was in junior high School). Anyways, my boyfriend was late and I had to wait with his parents for 2 hours.

I dunno... his mom started talking about marriage and how they can support financially, but man, that was awkward. Awkward in a sense I wasn't expecting his mom to be so serious on this subject. But come and think of it, who wouldn't care about his/her child's marriage, I guess everyone will. Maybe I will someday.

When time comes,
when chances come,
whenever we understand what a good timing is,
i'm pretty sure we'll be able to handle stuff properly.

And, then he got a call from his co-worker and asked him to work from 3AM. I got upset and everything, not just because I was going to be lonely, but all these hard work that he has to go through and so little of support I can give him. Oh well, so my eyes got even swallen from Marly and Take yesterday, a dog and a husband can really change my life someday, i hope in a good way.

I just hope so..

My ignorance

I think my brother's wife is having a baby soon, I mean SOON! Sometimes today or tomorrow...

I wonder what his name will be... By the way it's a boy :)

Lately, I realized something important, something I should of understood way back, but here I go...

I never understood how to treat babies, so I kind of thought to myself deep deep inside, maybe it's like taking care of dogs. On the other hand, on top of my head I was pretty confident that I knew what it was all about.

So anyway, I went to my friend's house to see her lovely lovely 2 months old baby. He was so cute, and helpless, he was alway crying for his mom. And, after a while I had a chance to hold him, but he started crying a lot begging for his mom! I didn't know what to do, and so for some reason I panicked and I started petting him (like I do to my dog when she cries..). I also kept on comparing him to my dog, Minnie (Cause my dog also has diapers on). I knew I was totally wrong, but somehow that was the only way I could think of when I wanted to make him feel better.

And, so 2 months has past by and I met my friend again last week with her baby. And guess what! You will have no idea how he has grown so big in just 2 months!! Also, what really surprised me was I think he remembered me, and smiled when I was talking to him. He let me hold him too :) I swear this is going to be my last time to compare babies with dogs, but I noticed dogs are different. BIG TIME! Now, I'm really excited to see my friend's baby grow, and can't wait for him to start talking to me!

I think everyone will make fun of me for comparing babies and dogs ... but I really have to think of responsibilities when I'm going to have babies in the future. I'm in the middle of reading "Marley & Me" , so that's why I couldn't help myself talking about this subject... stupid stupid me